What Not To Do When You Like Someone.

Being a hormone driven teenager, I can fully agree when I say I have liked my fair share of people. I mean, I'm fifteen. Guys are hot. I'm one of those people that see potential in everyone. Meaning, I've pretty much had a crush on every guy I've met. I'm not desperate, though. Crushes don't necessarily mean I like them like them.

I can tell you what not to do when you like someone, though, through experience. I'm an all around friendly person. I like to be friends with everyone. Along with that friendliness, I'm kind of too trusting. Not meaning I tell everyone I meet my secrets, definitely not that. I just...trust people.

And recently, this one person that I really trusted absolutely betrayed me. Anyone who knows me knows I'm quite the affectionate girl. I like affection, closeness, I'm clingy. It gets me in trouble a lot, but I can't really change it. It's just the way I act. This ex-friend of mine told my best friend's PREGNANT girlfriend that he asked me out. Of course, he didn't. He's not like that. We aren't like that. But for some reason, this so called "friend" of mine decided to straight out lie to her.

Worst of all, he'd been telling me how much he still liked me earlier in the day! He's liked me since February. I guess some kind of...process in his brain told him that if he could get rid of my guy best friend, that he had a better chance of being with me.

Well, sorry to him, but it definitely did not help his case. I flipped out, which is something I never ever ever do. I told him he didn't know anything about me, and what goes on in my friendships. The next day, he texted me, while I was still absolutely mad at him, and he was all "I forgive you. You had every reason to flip out."

I'm sitting there, completely lost. I didn't want to be forgiven. I'm not sorry, and I don't think I ever will be. Even if we get over this whole trust thing, I won't be sorry for that. He deserved it.

The most painful part here, is that my bestfriend had to tell me. His girlfriend called him or texted him or whatever about me. "Creepermuffinstalkerguy" still talks to my best friend. I don't think "CMSG" knows that his girlfriend told him.

The moral of my story, is pretty much, when you like someone, don't let premature thoughts come in the way of what could be a friendship. Like "CMSG", who acted without thinking through, you should not use force either.

See? I learned something from Gandhi in History.